Feeling lonely without Kian, as sad as it sounds. He is probably my best friend. I practically spend all my spare time with him. If I’m upset or down I’ll speak to him and he’ll give me the loveliest of cuddles. 

I sound like a right selfish bitch, I’m just a bit lost. I hope he has a lovely time! About time he got to test his new kite! 

Dinner was lovely and yummy. Had such a lovely evening after just chilling and napping too. :)

I’m so excited for the 3rd of December and seeing my Nan & Grandad for the first time since Dad’s funeral. I miss them. I’m also excited at the prospect of them moving back home. 

Developed some really weird habits/hates recently.

1 - Public pools/the sea. Swimming in other people’s dirt, no thankyou. Makes me cringe. It’s the same as washing up. All the bits make me want to gag.

2 - Washing my own clothes. Have to put all my clothes in a little blue box. Then wash them. Put them in the little blue box again. Then put them in the tumble. The other day someone put them in the basket with other clothes for drying so I re-washed mine. 

Weird/scared.